Last minute , went for dinner with QIUJU and AHYING !

Suggested to go to bugis area to have steamboat feast de .

But i gave an idea of trying out the Thomas Road steamboat that i posted few months back which i wanted to try on .

Both of them agreed especially QIUJU . ! She is so damn excited about it de ~

So , ahying drove us there and I'm like keep saying there'll be long queue or today didn't open for business and thinking of back-up plans . Hahas .

Reached there , was quite lucky to find a car park lot kinda soon .

Queue wasn't very long and we jumped queue because we've got only 3 person and just nice , theres a small table .

There were about 4-5 groups of people in front of us in a big group of more than 3 .

SO , TOO BAD !

Settled down , and we realised the table were too small .

Hahas . mian qiang hai ke yi bahs .

Actually the food aint as delicious as i thought .

The variety were not as much as i expected earlier .

However , i like the soup nia ~ =]

Overall , rated 3.5/5 bahs .

With a super full stomach , went back haig road for exchanging of presents for x'mas .

I know we're abit slow , but better than not exchanging bahs .

Anyway , i didnt bought any presents cause of some matters bah .

And i plucked up my courage to really go down and slack again due to some reasons .

After helping them to spin the bottle for which present to take , everyone starts chatting and slack till 10 plus or so , people suggested to go kallang mac for dinner .

And im sorry to sky yea . Paisei about it .

After mac , went back to haig road BC , center of the court to continue slacking again .

Isawhisphone'ssms.isawhesaehemissessomeone.

iwasdamnangry.ilefttheplacesoonafterwithqiujuandahying.

imgladthathesmsmietoaskmiewhyisuddenlysoangry?

hedidclarifywithmieaboutttsms.

butsomehow,ofcourse,imstilljealousbahs.

Home sweet home at around 2.30am .

Chatted with him on phone till 7am .
He told mie a lot of things .
Be it hurtful or not , i know he meant good .
Trying hard to think very positively now ,
But somehow , its not easy .
No point forcing him , he wont feel happy either .
Perhaps just let us have some time to cool down
And let things run naturally bahs .
I believe if theres love ; theres hope .
GODGOD , please let my wishes come true .


Things doesnt go well in year 2008 .
May things go better in year 2009 bahs .
BID GOODBYE TO 2008 IN JUST ANOTHER 5 DAYS .
AND A WARMEST WELCOME TO 2009 .

I REALLY HATED 2008 x985622030974102896330 MUCH !


Ireallycantbeartodeleteandchangeeverything .
I'llgivemyself1monthbeforeistartclearingallurnamesandthingsfromfrensterandblog .
Hais .

UPLOAD ALL THE PICTURE FIRST .

SO FOR THOSE WHO WAN TO *KOP* CAN *KOP* FIRST .

IM RUSHING OFF TO MEET JASMINE THEN SHUYI LE !

BYEEEE PEOPLE !

I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE GOING TO GENTING WITH FRIENDS AND ENJOY !
=(




But i know i cant go overseas with friends .
=(




And i've got craving for BIG BREAKFAST !
=(



But i know i wont wake up that early to have that .
=(

Reformat my computer .
And
EVERYTHINGS' GONE !
ARGHHHHH ~

Afterwards will be meeting jasmine up to joo chiat area and pray to godgod which i always go to whenever i feel sad or had something to wish for ~
The godgod there very LING de , really really .
Then perhaps will be going to singapore post to slack and have our dinner bahs .

I dreaded for weekends to arrive again because my family members never failed to ask ' ehh , today so guai ar ? Didnt go out with ahboi ? '
Anyway , i haven't break the news to them yet .
I dont wish to and i dont want to either . Hais .

I WANT TO WORK !
AND
I WANT THAT KIND OF JOB THAT IS WEEKLY PAY OR DAILY PAY .
ANYBODY INTRO ?!

Realised that it has been some time since i last meet qiuju out for a talk or maybe for dinner le .
I've been busying with my work lately and she has her projects and tutorial to attend .
Hopefully this few days or next week yea ? =]

PICTURES ONLY !

because im damn lazy !

I can't bear to change everything because i believe/hope you would return one day .

Something to quote before i leave .

' LOVE IS VERY SIMPLE ; ITS EITHER YOU LOVE OR YOU DONT . '

' AS LONG AS THERE IS LOVE , THERE IS HOPE . '

Why are you so selfish ?

You only think about what you want .

Have you ever spare a thought for mie too ?

You love mie but didnt want to patch .

You love the life now , but i dont .

You said we're better this way but i dont think so .

I LOVE YOU AND I WANNA BE WITH YOU .

HAIS !
MOOD SUPER BAD NOW !

I thought im better and okiie le .

Last few days was alright .

Nothing goes wrong neither im feeling sad .

BUT WHY AGAIN ?

Is it because those words you said ?

HAIS !

Good Friend , faster bathe hao and call mie hor !

I need to vent and talk to someone now .

Hais .

=(

Anyway , HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO JASMINE HO JUE MIN !

Second post of the day !

Today met up with JASMINEHO at around 6pm because while chatting on phone , we both got craving for OLD CHANG KEE'S CHICKEN WING !
So , headed down to parkway and had LAKSA YONG TAU FOO then bought CHICKEN WING as finger food .

After buying , we went to east coast park to slack , chill and chat . ~
Talk about a lot of stuffs .
Be it present things or past .
And also , knew some inner secrets also .
HAHAS !
Love chatting with the breeze of sea man !
So refreshing and relaxing de .
=]

Chatted on phone with MY GOOD FRIEND while walking home !

Im sorry to qiuju for not been able to meet you up today .
Hopefully can meet up with you tml if not SOON bahs .
Meanwhile , TAKE CARE !!

READERS !

I've quit my job yesterday le .
Suppose to be much more relaxing today as i dont have to wake up so early for work .
However , i still miss those times .
Whereby
-- Jokes and laughter fills the office ,
-- Ahpeg telling mie she tio funny and cute customers ,
-- Calvin saying ' May , Why ain't you working ?
-- Thinking of what to eat during lunch time ?
-- Slacking at vivo after work ,
-- Eating Old Chang Kee's chicken wing everyday ,
-- Listening to Calvin sing song during office hours ,
-- Turning the fans to another direction cause its cold ,
-- Jasmine running to our dept to chat and joke ,
-- Matthew and sky running over to chat and informing us lunch break le ,
-- Listening to khen zhong and jiejin saying ' COURIER CLOSED ! '
-- Persuading customers to sign up credit card for mie .
-- Chopping place at conference room .

Basically , i miss everything about working bahs . ~
Its i choose to leave the company anyway .

Thanks to Manager Henry for being a so Cute and Nice guy !
And i only realised your good on my last day of work =(
He got a lot of scolding because of us also . Im sorry beh !

I realised a lot of staffs there aint as bad as thought .
But only notice that on my last day .
A little too late le .

And **** off to JOO (which i dunno how to spell and i dun care)
I REALLY HATE YOU A LOT .
PERHAPS YOU HATE MIE TOO .
BUT I DUN NEED YOU TO LIKE MIE EITHER . !


Lastly , hope to have a teenage outing which includes
- Bilian
-Jasmine
-Calvin
-Khen zhong
-Wee teck
-Jie jin
-Matthew
-Sky
-Felicia
-Venus


soonnnnnnnnnnnnnn . . . . . . . . . . !

I live in misery on Sunday night .
Its my worst night i ever went through .
However , for the very next day ,
I'm thinking very positively and optimistic le .
Nevertheless , I'm still not right .

I chatted with someone on the phone on Sunday night .
I donno why her impact of words heal my wounds so fully .
After the phone call , my mood was SO SO MUCH BETTER .
THANKS SO MUCH , AUNTIE !
And its her words that made mie stand up again .
Although she didn't talk much about consoling ,
But still , it helps . !
=]

JASMINE NOT WORKING AT THE COMPANY ANYMORE LE !
AND IM SURE GONNA MISS HER TONS LOT !
HOWEVER , we're job hopping to another company with lesser stress !
Perhaps after this week or so .
Gonna wait for matthew for the number .
WAHAHAHAHAS . !

CALVIN DIDN'T COME TO WORK TODAY !
Sitting beside him is damn sway !
Helped him with his courier
And
Helped him with his tiding of desk as boss was here to scold on the hygiene and tidiness of each desk .
THANKS MIE HOR , MR CHEW .


A lot of things happen .
And I've been numbing myself from all the pains .
Hopefully i wont breakdown again .
Anyway , I'm so glad that he took the initiatives to sms mie !
WAHAHAHAS .

TIME FOR BED !
BYE ~

BABYBOY , COME BACK TO MIE AGAIN , WILL YOU ?
I REALLY CANT LOSE YOU .
I know i've changed . Its my fault .
Today is suppose to be our 17th monthsary .
Last week , we've planned for this day together .
We seldom get to celebrate our monthsary together due to your NS .
However , when it really comes to the 14th which occurs on weekends ,
We broke off le . Hais .

Boy , please dont leave mie hao mahs ?
I really cant do without you .
I promise to control my attitude .
I promise to change back to the xuewei .
I promise to do anything ,
As long as you return by my side again .

I know you said we need time to cool down ,
Everything would leave to fate .
Your words seriously make mie realised we wont get together again .
Your words make mie feel that you no longer love mie .
Aint we suppose to be forever ?
Aint we suppose to live till old ?
Wheres all the promises and sms you sent went to ?
Hais . No words could express how im feeling deep down .

I really feel like giving you a super tight hug now .
I wanted so much to meet you cause i miss you tons .
But you rejected it . Another cut to my heart again .
Everything i do , reminds mie of you .
I even cried while bathing upon the thought of you're no longer mine .
You have your freedom/happiness but i'll take de suffer now .
I know you're stress but i hope you would return .
I know no matter what i say , you wouldnt return cause you love your life now .
But i sincerely hope you ccould spare a thought for mie too if you still love mie .
Im suffering right now .
As long as you return , i promise to let you have your freedom again .
I PROMISE .
All i need is you , being by my side ,
care for mie , love mie and be with mie .
I love you , i really really do .

Im feeling very hurt . !
Return back , would you ?

2 Overdue photos . !

ANTO-NIU .

MEI XUE WEI . ! =]

TODAY AH-BI NEVER GO WORK AS SHE HAS LEAVE SINGAPORE TO GENTING !
LEAVING JASMINE AND MIE TO OFFICE TODAY .

As usual , met up with jasmine first at Paya Lebar and met the other guys at Tanjong Pagar .
Walked all the way there and we're the second group to reach .
Its damn damn early .
All thanks to kien zhong because he has been transfer to admin department and he gotta reach by 8.30am .

Started work and jasmine got 2 sales for today and she is DAMN HAPPY hor ?
Hahas . She came over my place and jump around . !
First time got sales is like that de . Keep it up , muo li hua . HAHAS .
And also , hope your stomach gets well soon and remember to take your pill huh ~
Anyway , i've got 2 sales for today too . =]

After work , planning to go out with jiejin and guys de , because its jiejin's last day at work because he is going NS le . ! Anyway , so sorry about it that jasmine and i didnt tag along . Hope you have a pleasant days at NS huh ~ TAKE CARE DE ! =]
Instead , went bugis with jasmine . And her tummy hurts like hell .
Bought painkiller and mineral water , settle down at cinema to get some rest because i can see that it really hurts as her lips turned pale le .

After almost half an hour , she feeling better and we started chatting about office's people and also some of the pasts stuffs . Soon after , headed to food court for dinner and thereafter , home sweet home .



Im very sad , angry and disappointed in you today . !
You made mie feel so unloved .
The feeling wasnt good , really .
And you totally heck care about mie .
Dont even bother to sms mie nor tell mie where you go .
Hais .
Dont let it happen again , will you ?

I TOOK HALF DAY OFF TODAY DUE TO THE TIREDNESS I HAD .
WENT TO BUY MACDONALD LUNCH FOR AHBI AND JASMINE .
AND REACHED OFFICE AT 12 PLUS .
CALL AND CALL AND STILL CALLING . ~
TIME SEEMS TO PAST VERY VERY FAST TODAY .
PERHAPS BECAUSE I DIDNT WORK IN THE MORNING BAHS . =]

AFTER WORK , WENT VIVO WITH JASMINE , CALVIN , KIEN ZHONG AND WEE TECK !
HAD MY FAVOURITE HOKKIEN MEE LOCATED AT FOOD REPUBLIC .
AND FINALLY SAW SOMEONE THAT I LONG TO SEE . ~
ANYWAY , CHATTED WITH THEM AND OFF WE GO AT 9 PLUS .
ON THE WAY HOME , AH-KUN CALLED .
CHATTED WITH HIM ABOUT SOMEONE .
HAHAHHAHAHAS . ITS IMPOSSIBLE , AHKUN .
AND WE BLUFF ANTO-NIU ABOUT SOMETHING . !
AH-KUN WENT TO BATH AND IM FEELING SO DAMN BORED NOW !

HUBBY BOOK OUT TODAY AND BOOKING IN ON SUNDAY AGAIN .
HOW COOL CAN THAT BE , ISNT IT ?
WHEEEEEEEEEE ! ~

SERIOUSLY DONT FEEL LIKE WORKING TML MAN !
PRETTY PLEASE !!

I walked home alone after work ,
Staring at the sky ,
And i wish upon being a kid FOREVER !
At least , kiddos dun have stress and troubles to handle .
They just play , sleep and eat .
NO WORRIES , NO PROBLEMS , NO STRESS !

Okiie , i know im beginning to start dreaming already .
And of course , i know its impossible too .
The world wont stop revolving just for mie
And
The time wont stop ticking .

Im feeling so stress and things aint getting right .
What else can still be done by mie other than smile ?
Things still change , dont they ?
And im happy because you're happy , you know ??



May Tml Be A Better Day .

Finally , i've got the time to sit down and blog . !
Whole week had been working till late .
Reached home , either i sleep or used comp BUT didnt have the mood to blog .

First 2 days of working life SUCKS TO THE VERY CORE .
Was rather emo cause there wasnt any sales for mie and ahkun GOT 3 FOR FIRST DAY , 3 FOR SECOND DAY AND 9 FOR THIRD DAY ! He damn pro lars ~ Maybe because he called de customers are mostly all girls . Then he used his sexy voice to attract those gals right ? Hahas . !
*Man diao de mah* *Bu Chuo Oh *

Working with AHPEG and gangs is so fun !
And people , BILIAN GOT A NEW NAME WHICH IS NAMED BY AHKUN . !
Her new name is called ' AH-BI ' !
DAMN COOL LOR !~ And also very nice lehhh . HAHAS .
Im beginning to enjoy my work there ONLY IF there is sales for the day !
Hahas . BUT i dun like the people there ..
However , ANTO-NIU IS SUPER ULTRA CUTE AND FUNNY MAN !
HAHAS . ! AND ANTO-NIU IS AH-BI'S LAOGONG =]

Im getting tired almost everyday .
Adn i guess , my dark rings are coming out SOON !