• Get A Job


• Last It For At Least 1 Month


• Get My Salary


• And Buy A Laptop When IT Fair Comes .


• =]

Oh yaaaaa . I've got my posting already . ! And Damn it to the max man ! Out of my 7 choices , i tio my last choice lehhhhh . ~ And its CUSTOMER SERVICE . ! KAOS . ! Wonder what to learn lehh , seriously . HOSPITALITY , WHY YOU DUN WAN MIE AND KICK MIE ALL THE WAY DOWN ? At least let mie have my second choice mahs . At least i'll feel happier . ! Siannnn . 1 thing good about it was KAIXIN ALSO KANNA CUSTOMER SERVICE LEHH . HAHAS . ~ Gonna spend 2 more years facing her already . Hahas .

Later of the day , accompany jasmine to appeal her courses at NYP cause she tio her 11th choice which is RP . Hopefully she can appeal successfully bahs ~ After that , proceeding to Novena to interview for COTTON ON . In the late evening , going movie with Ahying and Qiuju at vivo . =] Everythings' plannnn . Wahahahahas .

Till now , 2009 dun seems a fruitful year to mie YET . Things dont go the way i wanted it . ARGH ! Damn pekcek lehhhh . Normally i thought would kanna first choice de . Little did i know .......... DAMN ! Better days ahead can , please ?

The day before , went east coast park with Ben in the wee hours at 1 plus in the morning just because i don't feel like staying home and i can find no one . Hahas .
He cabbed over and together slacked at east coast till 5am plus before we cabbed home again .
Went there chatting , slacking and star glazing .
East coast is really a nice place to chill at night and just relax .
Thanks for accompany me and you even sneak out for the sake .
=]
2 pictures were taken before we went off .
And i covered my face because i look very sleepy and my eyes were small .

His skill . !

My skill . ! =]

Yesterday , went to Qiuju's house to bai nian . ! =]

Met wilson , junhui and zhebin first .

But due to some reason , they didnt go up her house and i went alone .

Ahying , Qiuju and mie started playing dai di and got bored .

Ahying decided to go home as she felt tired while i accompany qiuju over to sing post popular .

Bought her stuffs and went over to playground and slack .

Started chatting and went over to her house at 9 plus before home sweet home at 11pm .

Thanks qiuju for all the advises and chatting ya .

I've made up my mind and hopefully i can make it .

I want to get a JOB !

To numb mie away from thinking and also make myself busy so i wont rot . !

JASMINE ! FASTER COME BACK TO SINGAPORE .

I MISS YOU .

Happy new year everyone !!!!

Yesterday was a bad day in the beginning . But rocks ultimately in the wee hours .
Thanks those gal being there to help mie and cheer mie up . =]
I've made up my mind and hope i can determine bahs .
And i simply love having a twins .
How i envy those 2 boys . Hahas .
But they dun appreciate each other being the same .


ILOVEMYLIFETOTALLYWITHYOUGALS. ~

Life goes on and im gonna put you down .
=]

I still love you .
But perhaps its time for mie to delete everything bahs .
I dun wan people to think im trying to be bhb also .
Hais .

Maybe what choon have said is right .
I should listen to him and move on .
What i heard from him yesterday was damn hurtful .
However , thats de fact i must accept .

While deleting your pictures away , it aches my heart like never before . Like what you've said bahs , if we're meant to be , we eventually will .

Lastly , i still love you .

Theres so many things i wanna say to you .
But its left unspoken because I'm afraid of disappointment , you know ?
My heart aches like never before .
The agony , the pain , the suffer I'm going through yesterday was still incomparable to tt Sunday.
I did cried a little but soon , i got over it again .
I've learnt a lot . Really a lot after this .
I learned to control myself and became stronger , i really did .
Determination increase largely too .
Although i wanted so much to tell you i want you back , but its still left unsaid because i dun wan to be the one that seems to be asking for patch and feeling pathetic .
I've typed out everything nicely and was kept in draft .
Don't treat mie like I'm still your girlfriend can ? It will lead my imagination to run wild and i didn't get the status .


I suddenly got the mood of singing out loud .
And
PRAWN IS LOVED !

=]

I didn't catch a wink on yesterday's night .
Why ?
Simply because I'm addicted to my NEW PSP GAME ~!
And also ,
I've been thinking a lot .
I tried to close my eyes and sleep but ended up tossing and turning around instead .

Played till 7am , got out of bed and started watching tv ~
Well , luckily theres those Chinese drama shows and MTV channel to entertain mie man .
Watched ' LE LE WOR ' leh . OMG !
For those who dunno whats le le wor , its a kind of period whereby it broadcast cartoon shows and mainly for kids and teenagers/adults as boring as mie .
HOWEVER HOWEVER , ITS RATHER INTERESTING ! hahas .

Slept at 10am plus and woke up at 16.00pm .
WHY JUST CANT I GET LONG SLEEP TODAY ?!
I'M FEELING SO UNUSUAL .
Even HE sae I'm ridiculous ~



I FEEL LIKE EATING BAN MIAN ~ !
And 2009 seems to be unlucky for my relatives lehhhh .
Pray hard that things turn better for everyone .
=]
I'm having my reunion dinner tml .
I know its abit kiasu , but that's what we did every year .
We'll have it way before new year cause we dun like to book and stuffs .
And you'll see the restaurant full of people .
its very noisy and risk the chance of not getting a table for dinner .

I hope he can join us for reunion dinner tml .
But
He didn't get to book out this week .
Even if he does book out , i wonder will he ever join ?
And will he invite mie over for his family dinner ?
I know we ain't stead anymore , but for those I've told them , they would understand why I've got all this thoughts .
So people , dun misunderstand , I'm not thinking too much of being si can lan da .

Got my results on Monday already .
Did really badly but no point crying over spilled milk .
Life still goes on .
Kaixin and i tried to appeal to Nanyang poly's Nursing Course through the special admission introduce by jasmine .
Hopefully we'll get back their call for interview soon bahs .
Meanwhile , i've send in forms on courses i wanted for ITE , higher nitec .
Chose the same first course as kaixin too cause we got the same marks and also it interest us .
Wish that we can get in together bahs .

Wastooashametoannouncemymarksoutwhenmyreletivesasked.
Itsmyfaultfornotputtinginenougheffortformyexams.
itsmypricetopayfortakingthelongerandharderroad.


You hope that i could understand you .
Then who is gonna understand mie ?
Its been 1 month ever since we last break-off .

O level results gonna be out tml ~
Damn nervous to face the fact .
Hopefully i do well .
Same goes to every souls out there .

Today went out with dearest MUMMY to get my CNY stuffs .
Comb the whole far-east and bugis , i only manage to buy 1 top and a belt . DAMN !
I'M NOT SATISFIED AT ALL LARS ~
I guess I'll do some shopping again next week or so bahs .
Had MOF for dinner and its still so delicious . !
Nostalgic memories flows through my mind when i saw the table we once sat at .
HAIS HAIS HAIS !
Wedidntsmsthewholeoftoday.wonderisitbecauseofwhati'vesaidytd.hais.
boy,iloveyou.comebackagain,willyou?hais.ireallycantdowithoutyou..


HOME SWEET HOME AT 9 PLUS AND SAW A PRIMARY SCHOOLMATE NAMED WINSON .
SAID HI AND BYE .
SAW KAILING[KAIXIN'S SISTER] THIS AFTERNOON TOO .


IM MEETING HIM FOR DINNER TML . ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
SAY YEAH ~ ! ! ! ! ! ! !

MY MOOD SUCKS TODAY .






MAY IT BE BETTER TML . !

PICTURES AND A SHORT POST ONLY . CURRENTLY NOT IN THE MOOD .

WENT PARKWAY , MARINA AND JURONG-POINT WITH SHUYI AND JASMINE .

SHUYI'S SHOE WAS SPOILT HALFWAY AND DRILLER HO HELPED HER .

IN THE END , SHUYI BOUGHT A NEW SHOE INSTEAD .

BOUGHT NOTHING AT JRONG POINT .

AND WENT TO HAVE HAAGEN DAZS .

AND HOME SWEET HOME AT 10 PLUS LE .

ON THE WAY HOME TO SHOP AND SAVE , I SAW HIS FAMILY .

CHATTED ABIT WITH HIS MUMMY AND OFF WE GO .

With the help of BI-LEHHH , I've changed my blog skin .
But changed it back again .
Hahas . Because i still prefer the old 1 .
I'll stick to this blog skin for a few days first before BI-LEHHH got the time to help mie change bahs , provided i develop feelings for the new 1 bahs .
Sorry to trouble you ehhh and thanks ahpeg .
=]

Stayed whole day at home today .
Jasmine jio-ed mie to TP's open house .
But i rejected cause not much interest . I dunno why either .
Its not i don't like the school but didn't like to visit open house .
And also feel like staying home nowadays . ( no reason )
IM INSANE RIGHT ?
Hahas .
But tml , would be meeting up with jasmine and shuyi to marina .
For some shopping or perhaps gossipping ? Hahas . i dunno .
CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CAUSE IT'LL GONNA BE LOTS OF FUN .
I'll try to take more photos tml .
I know my blog is running out of pictures already .

Im really exhausted lingering around you . We look as if we're still together in some ways . However ,we're not . Hais . I tried ways to prove to you that you mean a lot to me , but to my disappointment , it was ignored .You didn't even bother to reply mie relating to the issue and told mie another thing . Hais . I really dunno what should i do further .Im truly tired waiting for you aimlessly now . All the words you said in 2008 wouldnt be forgotten because it impacts hugely in my heart . Its those words that makes mie feel like giving you up now . Boy , i really love you and really wanted you back so much . Do you ? I know im no longer important in your heart anymore , Your actions prove all already .Waiting for you seems to be eternity . Every sms you send , i longed to see what i wanted to . However , time and again , it wasnt what i wish for . Hais .

Thanks people for informing me the date of the release of O level results .
I saw the 10pm channel 8 news too .
Before that , peklian already sms-ed mie about it .
For your info , the release of the results is on NEXT MONDAY , 12 JANUARY .
Ain't looking forward at all because didn't have confident that i'll do well .
As well as I'm being afraid to face up to reality bahs .
MOST IMPORTANTLY IS THAT I HAVENT ENJOYED MY HOLIDAY WELL .
I dun want to spend my chinese new year with bad grades too .
=(
By getting less than 25 points , i guess i'll be happier enough bahs .

Chinese New Year is drawing closer but i havent got my things done yet .
Im not in those chinese new year mood either .
Perhaps due to the O level result bahs .
I WANT GO SHOPPING . !

FINALLY BACK TO BLOGGING AGAIN .

LOTS OF THINGS TO SAY BUT SHALL NOT ELABORATE STUFFS THAT HAPPENED IN YEAR 2008 .

Yesterday met up with jasmine after her work for dinner at eunos area for VERY DELICIOUS YONG TAU FOO MEAL .
Catch up things with her about her current life and chatted stuffs .
Not long after , bus-ed home at 9 plus .

Today , rotting whole day at home .
I'm getting used to my new house already .
However , i still love my old house , of course . ~
Well , life goes on even if i dislike it .

KONGSHUYI AND KUAKAIXIN , VERY LONG DIDN'T MEET UP WITH YOU GALS LE .
EVER SINCE ...........................................
XMAS DAY LEHHHH .
MEET UP SOON K ?
I MISS YOU PEOPLE !
BILIAN , very long didn't heard from you too le beh ~

My craving for BIG BREAKFAST was finally satisfied last Sunday with him !
=]

And im still wondering when are we getting our O level result .
Any souls know ?

WILL BLOG SOOOOOOOOOOOOOON . =]








STAY TUNE , PEOPLE . !

Hereby wish everyone a HAPPY 2009 .
AND GOODBYE SUCKY 2008 .